Continued from previous blog (June 2013 - December 2015)
"Do you now feel like everything happens for a reason?
No, and this is probably my least favorite question. It actually makes
my skin crawl whenever somebody asks this one. It’s as though they are
saying, maybe your husband died so that you could meet this new man and
live happily ever after. Here’s the thing. And let me say this as
carefully as possible. I was living happily ever after before. I loved
Craig. We were going to spend the rest of our lives together, have
babies, and eventually sit on our rockers on the front porch, muttering
about the kids these days. Then he died. In a horrible, tragic, unlucky
collision. Wrong place at just the wrong moment. I don’t believe it was
for a reason or his time to go or any of those things. Then, in a
terrible and miserable time of my life, I was lucky enough to find a
wonderful man who made me laugh and listened patiently to all my crazy
ranting. From this I have surmised that sometimes bad things just
happen. For no reason. And there is nothing you can do about it. Just
because something good eventually follows does not mean that one leads
to the other. The line of thought that my first husband’s death was
simply for the sake of my new relationship is a very dangerous line of
thought – one that diminishes my first husband’s life and our
relationship. Something I’d never be down with."
I Am Learning How to Live
By Jamey Wysocki
I am learning how to live
In a new way
Since that day
You were taken away.
I am learning how to live
With the things left unsaid
Knowing I got to say them
With every tear that I shed.
I am learning how to live
By embracing the pain
Knowing that you live on
Through the memories that remain.
I am learning how to live
Knowing I will never again see your face
And I have peace knowing
You’re in a better place.
I am learning how to live
Knowing you’re in God’s care
It gives me the strength to move on
And makes the pain much easier to bear.
From a NYT Book Review at https://www.nytimes.com/2017/12/22/books/review/heavens-on-earth-michael-shermer.html - Also see SIGNS (Do the Departed Watch over Us?)
HEAVENS ON EARTH
The Scientific Search for the Afterlife, Immortality, and Utopia
By Michael Shermer
320 pp. Henry Holt & Company. $30.
"In 2014, Michael Shermer [a renowned skeptic] had a bizarre experience: An old radio from Germany that he had previously tried to fix and then abandoned while in the “on” position in a desk drawer suddenly started playing a love song. But it wasn’t just any radio or any moment. The radio had belonged to the long-dead grandfather of Shermer’s fiancée, Jennifer; and the day it chose to start playing was that of their wedding. Jennifer had been feeling homesick for her family back in the German town of Köln, and at just the right moment a beloved possession of a beloved relative offered what seemed like a blessing. Songs continued to emanate from the radio for the rest of the evening. The following day, the set went quiet, never again to regain its voice.
Shermer, the founding publisher of Skeptic magazine and a columnist for Scientific American, recounts this incident in his latest book, “Heavens on Earth.” The discussion could have easily devolved into pseudoscientific speculation (was the radio a communication from beyond?) or, at the opposite end, an opportunity to deride anyone who might see it as such (how could anyone be silly enough to see this as anything other than timely coincidence?). Instead, the moment becomes a personal window into the book’s underlying theme: It is natural to want to read into the unexplainable and search for forces greater than ourselves — and yet, the more we want to believe, the more we need to enlist scientific inquiry on our side. Don’t dismiss outright stories that defy regular explanations, Shermer urges. Rather, “Embrace the mystery. What we do not need to do is fill in the explanatory gaps with gods or any such preternatural forces. We can’t explain everything, and it’s always O.K. to say ‘I don’t know’ and leave it at that until a natural explanation presents itself,” he writes.
At its most basic, the urge manifests in the failure to acknowledge that death is final. Even animals, Shermer notes, often refuse to give up their loved ones. Dolphins, for instance, have been known to push their dead to the surface in an apparent attempt to help them regain the ability to breathe. Aware that such efforts are bound to fail, humans resort to more spiritual means of resuscitation, often choosing to believe that while the body is dead the soul remains. And here is where religion, mankind’s primary search for immortality and the afterlife, enters the picture."
From The Daily News, Reuters, 11/14/2013: When a husband or wife dies, the surviving spouse faces a higher risk of dying over the next few months as well, according to a new report. Previous studies have looked at the so-called widowhood effect. But it wasn't completely clear how long the effect lasts.
"The widowhood question is interesting because it is ubiquitous. At some point or the other one partner will die leaving the other and this will happen to everyone regardless of class, caste, socioeconomic status," Dr. S. V. Subramanian told Reuters Health in an email. He worked on the study at the Harvard School of Public Health in Boston. Researchers still don't know what exactly causes the widowhood effect. "It's possible it's a grief-related mechanism, or that providing care for the sick spouse causes illness in the surviving spouse, or that, as one's spouse gets sicker, the surviving spouse stops taking care of their own health," Subramanian said.
For the new analysis, the researchers looked at data from the University of Michigan Health and Retirement Study, which surveys more than 26,000 Americans over age 50 every two years. They focused on 12,316 of the participants who were married in 1998. Subramanian and his colleagues followed those people through 2008 to determine which participants became widows or widowers, then recorded when they died.
Because this study only looked at people over age 50, it isn't clear whether younger people would face the same risks after a spouse's death. But Subramanian said some evidence suggests the widowhood effect is actually stronger among younger people.
Family and friends can help a surviving spouse by being supportive and attentive, researchers said. "What insulates people from grief and stress is a good sense of support. Be around for this person," Dr. Ken Doka told Reuters Health. He is a gerontologist at the Graduate School of The College of New Rochelle in New York and a senior consultant to the Hospice Foundation of America. "Grief is extraordinarily stressful and when you're older and frailer it's harder to cope with stress," Doka, who wasn't involved in the new study, said.
The loss of a loved one might make for drastic changes in lifestyle habits. Doka advises friends and family to keep an eye on the surviving spouse to see how the person is handling those changes. "Maybe they used to go for a walk every night but now they're not doing that anymore. Maybe they're not sleeping well, or maybe not taking their medications," said Doka. It helps to be there for them and to be supportive.
Spirituality and religion may also help some people get through a crisis, he said. Doka said surviving male spouses may feel especially lonely because they don't know they need to be proactive about finding company. "One of the problems widowers often have is the lack of support and one of the reasons is that very often the wife, historically, is the keeper of the kids," said Doka. "She's the one that called the kids up and said they should come over for dinner, so it's not unusual that widowers will often say no one ever stops over any more, because they didn't realize someone else was calling and inviting them," he said.
I like this blog on Hope for Widows (about "moving on)
This is also a good article on how to speak to someone about an unspeakable loss
A book that changed my life - literally.
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